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Best friend, I am sure all of us will have at least one. Certain people will have like 5 to 6 best friends, some even more. Well I guess it depends, how you would take it. I would like to share a story, how I met with my very best friend.

We were in the same school, in fact in the same house. I didn’t really know her at first, since we were not in the same dorm and class in Form 1. Oh ya, we were in the same Maths class though. You know, that time we were tested and separated in set classes according to our marks in Maths. We were deskmates back then. I got to know her better and I had this kind of feeling that she would be my best buddy one day, somehow.

Well, we were dormmates and bedmates in the sophomore year. I guess that was the time where we started to know each other even better, what each of us liked the most, shared some of the stories about our families and friends, and so many things that we talked over and over again. We were classmates too, and in Form 3, we were deskmates, yah we had like 5 deskmates at that time, the so-called back-benchers (nadiah, balqis, een, zaza & nikymalin) =) She taught me whenever I couldn’t catch what the teachers taught in class hehe my mind was always away during the class. She is such a brilliant student, among the top students in our batch I would say, and until now she is the one that I always admire in every aspect.

We did fight over things that when we thought of it, we would laugh. How childish were we at that time. Well, best friends do fight too! Hehe anyway, years went by so fast and we finished our secondary school. Like I said, she was among the top students in school and she was offered to further her studies in medicine. She went to do her A-level in Lembah Beringin and me, continued my matriculation in KMPK.

She went to Southampton in 2005, and that was where we parted really far. But I guess long distance wouldn’t be a problem as she always called me up and we had a nice chit chatting. Somewhere in April or May the next year, she called me up and told me that she was getting married. I was stunned, speechless. OMG, my very best friend is going to get married!! I remembered back in college, we always had a thought that who will be the first in our batch to get married, and yet it was my really best friend. Tell you what, I was the happiest human being on earth at that time I almost cried to hear that. Everything was going smooth, as I went for her engagement and wedding. My goodness, she was sooo damn pretty, like always. She and her husband, Mus is a very lovely couple (in malay they called ‘macam pinang dibelah dua’, cewah haha).

I am so grateful that our paths cross. She is the one that would never fail to understand me. She will be there whenever I need her. She will lend her shoulder and let me cry on her. She is the one that I would admire; her strength, her confidence, her gorgeousness. She always knows what she wants in her life. She has a very big influence in my life, she really is. Well dear, I just want you to know that I really appreciate you in my entire life, and no one would ever take your place in my heart. Millions of thanks to you za, really miss you a lot!!

Kawan, friend, tomodachi, péng yǒu..

What’s the difference between these words??

They all bring us to the same meaning, well in BM, it is ‘kawan’. In BM itself, there are other words such as sahabat, teman, rakan that will bring the words to the basic meaning, which is ‘kawan’.

I woke up this morning and suddenly I felt like I wanna write an entry on this matter.

Kawan… apa erti sayang
Jika hati tak senang
Kawan… apa erti kasih
Jika kau tersalah pilih

~Kawan by Ruhil Amani~

Dlm dunia yg serba mencabar ni, bukan mudah utk kita mencari seorang kawan yg setia. setia in the sense of, susah senang bersama. i’ve seen a couple of cases, kawan makan kawan, kawan tikam belakang, kawan sanggup menipu kawan kerana duit, kawan dengki kawan. All sort of things that we never expect to happen.

Bukannya senang nk mencari kawan yg sanggup bersusah payah kerana kawannya. Sanggup mengorbankan kepentingan dirinya semata-mata utk membantu kawan yg dlm kesusahan. Kawan yg sanggup berjaga mlm utk mendengar rintihan kwn. Tapi org2 mcm ni la yg susah nk dicari.

Ada yg semakin menjauh apabila berjauhan, tapi tak kurang juga yg bila berjauhan, semakin dekat di hati. well, semuanya terpulang kpd diri masing-masing mcm mana nk kekalkn persahabatan tu kn..

Ada kata-kata pujangga, biar kita berkawan dgn penjual minyak wangi, walaupun tak dpt dibeli minyak wangi tu, paling kurang akan lekat harumannya pada kita. Jgn kita berkawan dgn tukang besi, takut2 terkena serpihan apinya.

Lastly, thanks so much to all my friends who have always been there for me. Especially to Zaza and Fightersz 9802, u guys are the best! To oniey, umie, raidah n yan, thanks so much korang, i don’t know what will happen if u guys are not around.  To nana n wa, i really appreciate both of u! And to all my friends out there, millions of thanks to all of u!

Ya Allah, Kau peliharalah persahabatan yg telah terjalin selama ini. Limpahkanlah kami dgn rahmat dan kasih sayangMu Ya Allah. Semoga persahabatan ini kekal abadi..Amin..

To Fightersz9802,

This song is dedicated to u..

God gives us faith

To live through the days

And we share all thoughts together

And it will last forever

You’re the light that I see

You’re the path to get through

You’re the shadow stands together

It remains now and ever

Joy and pain we share

Laughters and tears we care

Our friends we love

All the sufferings thick and thin we fight

And we fight till the end

The spirit stays

And all the love and care for you

We watch the days passed by us

And we’re here in unity

In the moments of fear

My friend don’t shed a tear

We will gain our strength together

Walk in hands, never fail to understand

There will be times

Years will go by so fast

Our friendship means so much to us

There will be times

When it’s time for us to leave

I’ll miss you too much till it hurts

hmm, where should i start? for the past 6 months, i’ve been struck with LOVE. NIHONGO ga totemo daisuki! well, it started off with the first jdorama i watched with wa (my lovely temporary roommate =p), PRIDE, starring takuya kimura.. =) since then, i started to watch every single jdrama and movies in mysoju, i even bought the cds and dvds, which something that i ain’t be doing usually. actually, this japanese drama and movies fever thingy started when i was in secondary school, but i wasn’t really passionate about it back then.

then, when i watched a series of gokusen (a very nice drama, a ‘yakuza 3rd generation inheritor’ who is a really wanna-be-a-teacher-no-matter-what should i say, has been appointed to teach a whole bunch of delinquents, san nen d (class of 3D). there where i started to admire matsumoto jun, or so-called matsujun! he’s a member of ARASHI, a boy band under the management of Johnny Entertainment. omg, he is so hot, cool and macho and good looking, kakkoi desune! i watched all his drama and movies, downloaded arashi’s songs and concerts and talkshows.i’m getting frenzied by these so-called arashi people! hahaha..i’ve been dreaming dating with matsujun and nino, because i watched too much of their dramas =p that’s to show how crazy i am towards them!

And at this point of time, how i really wish that there will be some time where i can go to japan, even if it is only for a short time. this has been my dreams ever since those school days! i really want to go there so badly! how i wish there are some rich guys who will give me their money and letting me go to japan (hahaha somehow i sound desperado, whatever..), how i wish i could close my eyes, and after milliseconds, there you are, nihon e yokoso!! wah how great is that?! =)

and what about having that special someone, who can really speak japanese to me, and even playing a piano just like takuya and nino?? wah, how cool is that? my goodness, i am sooo sooo crazy..having someone who is as smart as takuya, as cool as matsujun and as kawaii as nino, that is soooo damn lovely!! =) well een, u should stop it now, or else u’ll be dreaming tonight, hahaha =) i wish there will be one fine day where this dream may come true! insya Allah..

ekeke..my first day of working..hmm smngt gell bgn pagi2 lagik..hehe pagi ke..pagi la compared tu other days..dgn smngt nyer nak pegi kje..maklum la bru 1st day..hope this spirit will remain la kan..hehe bgn pagi,breakfast..punch card then dok kat dlm lab tuh..sbnarnya takde kje lagik pon nak buat..kne baca those journals dlu bru bole jalan project maa..hmm ok pasni nak g bca journals kesayangan tuh..owh duhh..sayang la sgt kn..gonna love that vitamin b11 aka folate..those folate gene cluster..folKE,folA,folB,folC,folP huhu byknye fol..hehe jgn pening sudah la k..

hmm tgl sehari je nak dok kat umah..pasni da kne stat serius dgn keje..all those journals yg bertimbun dlm file tu tak bca2 lgk,nak kne study lebih sket sbb nnt kne jge students undergrad gak huhu nervous nye nak stat masuk lab blk..labwork yg challenging..huhu yeke..bole tahan la..nak2 bila tak dpt desired result..hmm mse tu rse mcm da tak nak msuk lab lgk..huh cne nak jdk cm Dr. Raha ni ehehe owh haiqal..alang gonna miss u so much dear..huhu nnt dtg konvo alang k..ajak mama ngn ayah,maktok ngn wan skali k..huhu